Happy Birthday to Me..
Happy Birthday to Me..
Happy Birthday.. Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to Me!!
Yeah yeah it is my birthday today!
I cannot believe it, can you??
I have turned (....)
Sorry cannot tell..!
LOL
I will leave it to you guys to guess
Ahem ahem; the mystery lady I know;P
Well, I have mixed feelings, which I cannot quite analyze or even understand!
I am happy and excited and thrilled about the celebration that is yet to come, but I am also kind of pensive about the whole thing!
It really does feel a bit strange to go through your birthday minute by minute; thinking about what it means to you and what you want to do and what you dream of getting; by that I certainly do not mean gifts!
For me, this day is more of an intense emotional experience; filling me with expectations for tomorrow and the days to follow. I see myself days and months from today, standing at a crossroads, thinking of me.. What I want, and who I seek to become and where I want to go from there.
Last year, on this same day, I made a wish, or two, or maybe three, or four!!
Am I losing count here?
I cannot say that they have come true, but at the same time I know there is a reason why some of them haven't! Only Allah knows why, but in my heart I believe in the 'Why' even without knowing it or seeing it.
I am happy and blessed to have people who love me and remember me and go to all lengths just to make my day special and unforgettable!
I had pleasant surprises and tearful moments that tugged at my heart and made me see how much they all love me and care about me!
I thank them; every single one of them.
I want them to know that I love them so much and that my life is beautiful because they exist in it!
Today, I also thank Allah for my life..
For my health..
For my parents and brothers..
For my friends and sisters..
For having a life that is a blessing..
For everything I have and do not have..
For who I am..
For all I am..
And one more thing,,
I had a terrible day at work today, and I felt like crying and struggled to stop myself from ruining it all!
But then,, I remembered that it is my birthday, isn’t it??
So I decided that nothing is worth spoiling my moment!!
NOTHING!!
Today I get to be the Birthday Girl..
So,,
Happy Birthday to me..