April 12, 2010

'THE' Birthday Girl


Happy Birthday
to Me..
Happy Birthday to Me..
Happy Birthday.. Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to Me!!

Yeah yeah it is my birthday today!
I cannot believe it, can you??
I have turned (....)
Sorry cannot tell..!
LOL
I will leave it to you guys to guess
Ahem ahem; the mystery lady I know;P

Well, I have mixed feelings, which I cannot quite analyze or even understand!
I am happy and excited and thrilled about the celebration that is yet to come, but I am also kind of pensive about the whole thing!
It really does feel a bit strange to go through your birthday minute by minute; thinking about what it means to you and what you want to do and what you dream of getting; by that I certainly do not mean gifts!

For me, this day is more of an intense emotional experience; filling me with expectations for tomorrow and the days to follow. I see myself days and months from today, standing at a crossroads, thinking of me.. What I want, and who I seek to become and where I want to go from there.

Last year, on this same day, I made a wish, or two, or maybe three, or four!!
Am I losing count here?
I cannot say that they have come true, but at the same time I know there is a reason why some of them haven't! Only Allah knows why, but in my heart I  believe in the 'Why' even without knowing it or seeing it.

I am happy and blessed to have people who love me and remember me and go to all lengths just to make my day special and unforgettable!
I had pleasant surprises and tearful moments that tugged at my heart and made me see how much they all love me and care about me!

I thank them; every single one of them.
I want them to know that I love them so much and that my life is beautiful because they exist in it!

Today, I also thank Allah for my life..
For my health..
For my parents and brothers..
For my friends and sisters..
For having a life that is a blessing..
For everything I have and do not have..
For who I am..
For all I am..

And one more thing,,
I had a terrible day at work today, and I felt like crying and struggled to stop myself from ruining it all!
But then,, I remembered that it is my birthday, isn’t it??
So I decided that nothing is worth spoiling my moment!!
NOTHING!!

Today I get to be the Birthday Girl..
So,,
Happy Birthday to me..


15 comments:

Hijabis On Ranting Tour. said...

Happy Birthday Habibtii, a beautiful post as usual May allah grant you all that you wish for that is good for you
x
naz

Twizzle said...

as-salaam aleikum wa rahmatullah,

MashaAllah sis, happy b-day :)

Maria said...

Happy Birthday dear. Il 3umr killah inshalla <:o)

Susu said...

Happy birthday, dear!

Dr. N said...

Happy Birthday dear, and many many happy ones to come. Kol Seneh o Enti Salemh :)
I love b-days and mine the most :D

Strawberry said...

Salaam sis...

Happy birthday to you. May Allah grant you all your wishes :)...

Take care...
See yaa..

Miss Dreamer said...

Naz, Maria, Twizzle, Susu, Dr. N, and Strawberry,

Thank you all for your presence and your lovely and so sweet wishes for me on my birthday! It was an amazing day wallah.

You made it the more special; all of you!

(((Hugs)))
Love y'all

Another-Penelope said...

Mashalla ur a grown up lady :D Happy Birthday kl 3am o enty b5aaaaair :D:D i guess 28 right?:Pp

Bluetiful Nostalgia said...

XOXOXOX
Love you...
and Love having to celebrate this day with you... if not face to face... At least being in the same country... eh?

We should go out, to have a second bday ;)

Wafa' said...

Happy Birthday Dreamer :) and inshallah el3omr kolo :)

I wish a great and long and happy life.

Enjoy your life as much as you can and believe me age is not a number , it's what you feel :)

Texan in UAE said...

I am late! But, I got to BB with you tonight! Happy b-day, my dear. I pray that Allah gives you many many many more 1 million times! over.

(((((((HUGS)))))))

oxoxoxo

Love you! so much! I am so happy you got your BB!!!! watch out baby girl!

Miss Dreamer said...

Another-Penelope,

Thank u sweetie. You are right, I have become 28 yaaaaay!! How did you guess?

Bluetiful,

Thank u my sister, of course we have to celebrate it together differently;P
((Hugs)))

Wafa'

Thank uuuuuuuuuuu. You are sosweet, and so right about what u said!

Texan,

Nooooo you are not late at all love. It still means a lot to me that u are here. And now we have the BB to chat all the time yaaaaaayz!

Love uuuuuuuu

White Freedom said...

its my first comment in your blog ♥
but actually i saw your blog before by my sis strawberry once she visited your blog.

happy birth day my friend ^_^

♥♥

meemee-me said...

ohhh I missed your birthday :( Happy Birthday dear, wish you all the best and Inshaallah everything you wish for comes true
sorry for being late ..

Maram :)

Miss Dreamer said...

White Freedom,

Thank you sweetie and you are most welcome in my blog always. I hope you find it interesting.

meemee-me,

It is okay sweetie, what matters is that you are here and I am happy yoiu are.

(Hugs)

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